I cried.

I already have a long time didn't update my blog, sorry.
Although there are many things I wanted to write, but I lazy.
Therefore, there is no new update for my blog.
But, today there is a feeling for me, I wanted to write my blog.

Recently, I met a new friend, some sad story he told me, I was so sad after I heard it. His relationship between his family is very pitiful.
His lil sis passed away, with a car accident. :'(
Although I don't even know his lil sis. But, after I saw her photos and some photo video clips those created by her friend from Facebook, I cried.
After this unfortunately case happened, my friend became very strange, very sad, and sometimes very emotional. So that, I'm very worried about him.

I just want to tell him, no matter what happens, you have to adhere!
You still have many friends support you, and I am here to support you, too.
Can you please happy? Don't be sad.
As a friend, I also sad for you. :(
Cheer up! I know that is hard, but how you also need to try.
I had been sad before, I'm sad until I self mutilation.
But, after a few weeks, I asked my self, why am I so stupid to do the thing such as that? It's not worth, and I cried.

You said you very envious me, because I got a good mother very love me.
Of course, yes for sure. She loves me, I love her, too.
But I didn't tell you that my parents already divorced since when I was small.
But, I felt that is the better way for them, they won't be quarrel everyday because of me, and they're still best friend.
However, I still got my mother, grandmother they all love me.
You too, your grandmother loves you, just she didn't told you.
And your parents love you, too. Just they didn't explained to you the reason why they wanted do for you like this.
We are the same, sometimes sad.
However, SAD, what can we do? We still the same need to survive for our life?
So, we need to think positive way, don't think the negative way and forget those unhappy things, be happy okayy? ILY :DD