As I grew older..

It was a long time ago.
I have almost forgotten my dream.
But it was there then,
In front of me,
Bright like a sun--
My dream.
And then the wall rose,
Rose slowly,
Slowly,
Between me and my dream.
Rose until it touched the sky--
The wall.
Shadow.
I am black.
I lie down in the shadow.
No longer the light of my dream before me,
Above me.
Only the thick wall.
Only the shadow.
My hands!
My dark hands!
Break through the wall!
Find my dream!
Help me to shatter this darkness,
To smash this night,
To break this shadow
Into a thousand lights of sun,
Into a thousand whirling dreams
Of sun!

If you forget me..

I want you to know
one thing.

You know how this is:
if I look
at the crystal moon, at the red branch
of the slow autumn at my window,
if I touch
near the fire
the impalpable ash
or the wrinkled body of the log,
everything carries me to you,
as if everything that exists,
aromas, light, metals,
were little boats
that sail
toward those isles of yours that wait for me.

Well, now,
if little by little you stop loving me
I shall stop loving you little by little.

If suddenly
you forget me
do not look for me,
for I shall already have forgotten you.

If you think it long and mad,
the wind of banners
that passes through my life,
and you decide
to leave me at the shore
of the heart where I have roots,
remember
that on that day,
at that hour,
I shall lift my arms
and my roots will set off
to seek another land.

But
if each day,
each hour,
you feel that you are destined for me
with implacable sweetness,
if each day a flower
climbs up to your lips to seek me,
ah my love, ah my own,
in me all that fire is repeated,
in me nothing is extinguished or forgotten,
my love feeds on your love, beloved,
and as long as you live it will be in your arms
without leaving mine.

Dreams

Hold fast to dreams..
For if dreams die..
Life is a broken-winged bird..
That cannot fly..
Hold fast to dreams..
For when dreams go..
Life is a barren field..
Frozen with snow..

I Do Not Love You Except Because I Love You

I do not love you except because I love you;
I go from loving to not loving you,
From waiting to not waiting for you
My heart moves from cold to fire.

I love you only because it's you the one I love;
I hate you deeply, and hating you
Bend to you, and the measure of my changing love for you
Is that I do not see you but love you blindly.

Maybe January light will consume
My heart with its cruel
Ray, stealing my key to true calm.

In this part of the story I am the one who
Dies, the only one, and I will die of love because I love you,
Because I love you, Love, in fire and blood.

I have no idea, I don't know how to face it..

Life, is just like a game, a dream.

Lifeee...

A lot of happy, sad things will appear in our lives, we must bravely face. This is life, has it's up and downs. After sad, cry, we should turn to be happy again. However, we shouldn't give up any opportunity for change.

Change? ...

We have to changed to let us become more good, not change to bad or the worse one.
Anything else we need to think a positive thought, don't think negative.. then we will changed naturally..

Well, I don't know what I have to say already..
All decisions by God, and God bless..

And， sorry for didn't update my blog for a long time already.

I don't know what to write.

I just want to say:

Be H O N E S T please.
I don't like people who lie.


Thank You. :)

今天是妈咪的生日.

妈咪，祝你生日快乐。
谢谢你一路来这么照顾我，爱我。
我也很爱你。
你为我付出很多，我很感激你。
所以，我会更加地珍惜你。

虽然我有时会有些脾气，可是你也是没有骂我。
辛苦你了。
还有，我其实很想告诉你我住在婆婆家，在北海。
你住在Penang。我们的距离很远，我有时很想念你。
幸亏，你也有顾虑到我的感受，你每个星期日都又回来陪我。
假期时又接我过Penang住。

很多人都说我们很像姐妹。
我想说的确是啊，只是每次我在你面前都没有说。
我们能一起去shopping，能一起去做我们想做的事情。
我很荣幸有你这个这么疼我的妈咪。


我喜欢的东西，你都会做给我，我真的很感动的。
咪，我很爱你！谢谢你。
Ｉ　ＬＯＶＥ　ＹＯＵ。